My Adult Opinion

I have been working online for six months, before that I would rarely go online. This makes me an online newbie and being so new I was surprised to see how many online dating sites there are. Well since I am on working online all day anyways I decided I might as well join at least one of these online dating sites, it would be nice if at the same time that I work I could also take care of my heart. My ex wife left me last year when I lost my job, she did not want to be with a man that could not provide the luxuries that she was so used to having so one day when I got home from job hunting I found that she had packed up all her belonging and moved out, I got the divorce papers two weeks after that.

Her leaving me could not have come at a worst time. I was already shell shocked over having lost my job after being there for over 20 years and the last thing that I needed was for my wife who I loved very much to give up on me and leave me. I went into a deep depression that took mesix months to get over, by then I had found my work online and slowly I began to piece my life back together.

Now I am ready for a relationship, at least I think that I am and I am hoping that I can find it on an online dating site. I need someone to hold at night, I need someone to share my thoughts and fears with. Most of all I need to feel that I am worthy of another person and that I am not a complete failure. My ex wife leaving me left me feeling like I was not worth it and I have to work through that in order to heal all the way.It's alsobeen so long since I have felt the caressing touch or a woman and I miss that terribly and can't wait to share that intimacy with a special woman. Most of all I want to get over the past and move on to the next chapter of my life and I really think that this online dating site is going to help me do that. Today I am going to sign up and begin my new life.